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IANDS 66-gargantuan-energy-source.html 2006
https://iands.org/research0/2024-11-23-16-15-26/nde-research/nde-archives31/newest-accounts/66-gargantuan-energy-source.html
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At age 17½, after being bedridden for a month with five migraines and acute bronchitis, the experiencer took too many pills wanting pain-free sleep. The combination included five anti-depressants, Advil, sleeping pills, and tranquilizers. She emphasizes she wasn't trying to commit suicide, just giving up the will to fight. Her friend held her hand as she lay in bed, and witnessed the gold cross necklace bouncing inches off her chest before she stopped breathing. The friend called 911, and she was taken to the ER where she received oxygen.
She suddenly felt herself in a dark, churning black tunnel with transparent yet thick moving walls. A tiny light approached, getting bigger, but before it reached her she heard a huge deep growl that felt scary and creepy entering her space. Just before it got closer, she flew at light speed into the light, which became clearness. She was surrounded by the sweetest entity she'd ever met, who took a mild human resemblance to put her at ease. Communication was direct, through "felt" words rather than speech. She saw flashes of her life memories, feelings, thoughts, and her spirit's position in the universe. The entity seemed like father, god, brother, friend, teacher, and superior being with total care but strictness. He communicated she wasn't fully developed spiritually, making her feel immature like a five-year-old. She felt incredible peace and intense longing to stay at his side, experiencing love like for parents but multiplied by millions. The entity radiated omniscient superiority, wisdom, patience, and love - a gargantuan energy source she felt was God himself. When told "you are not ready yet. You have to go back," she refused like a spoiled child, fighting the message. Despite her tantrums, he remained patient and unyielding like a father forcing a child to school. She felt held in symbolic arms for reassurance before accepting. She then flew incredibly fast, seeing her body before falling back into it. Since then, she has heightened awareness of others' emotions, frustration with bodily limitations, and certainty that a wonderful being said she's not ready "yet" - implying she will be someday.
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Overdose causing respiratory arrest, friend saw her stop breathing
Friend saw gold cross necklace bouncing inches off chest before breathing stopped
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